February 2012
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LULZ.
So liek, my friend’s ex girlfriend dogged at me on Friday while I was saying hi to my friend, Linda. It’s really dumb, actually. She doesn’t like how I’m always hanging out with him and whatnot. Like, what the fuuq. He’s my friend too. The story goes on in details, buuuut I should keep it to myself.
Sigh. I don’t understand girls. We’re so complicated....
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I don’t understand why people drink away their sadness.. It doesn’t work very well. All the pain and hurt that you’ve kept inside, it’ll always come back because it’s in your mind. You’ll always remember the time, date, and situation. There are different ways to express your pain.
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2.17.12
It was a pretty chill day, until stupid stuff came up after school. If you see us playing volleyball and you don’t want to get hit in the face, then take your group else where. We were there before you guys, so stfu. We hit your friend in the face, and we apologized. You don’t have to say stupid shit like, “Ugh, I hate volleyball players!” or “I HATE freshmen!!”...
There's a fine line.
Between showing your emotions and letting it consume you. Know the difference.
I need to take more pictures with my camera… Time to go experimenting with pictures!
"Your happiness is intertwined with your outlook...
Let me take care of me before I can take care of...
I'm glad.
My friend told me that they like to be around me. I asked why and they said these words, “You are you. I like that. You’re overly nice. It doesn’t matter who we’re with, you always stay the same. You don’t change yourself. You always put others before yourself.” I’m just glad that someone loves me for who I am. It feels pretty nice, actually..
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I can never win.
My parents are hardly even satisfied with me. But you know, what’s so new about that? I’m never satisfied with myself. So what if I ditched bible class once? It’s only one time, and learning about God isn’t that great. I’m not even religious… Well, whatever. My academic grades are good and I can live without my phone.
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It could be better, but it's good enough.
How does everyone find my tumblr?! -____-;
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“When we remember we are all mad, the mysteries disappear and life stands...”
– Mark Twain
I don’t understand you. You’re one complicated human being. But so I am. I don’t know what your intentions are. Do you like that person or do you just see that person as a friend? You do things that appears to be more-than-a-friend gestures and I just don’t want that person to get hurt by your actions anymore. I can’t tell you to do what’s best because only you...
January 2012
41 posts
It's okay, I kind of hate me too.
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Second Guessing.
I feel like I should quit volleyball.. I love the sport, I really do. But I don’t really see myself improving as much as I thought I was.. When I’m on the court, I can’t think straight. I freak out too much. I always over analyze the situation when it happens. My hitting isn’t strong enough. My timing is waaay off. I always put myself down. When people look at me, they...
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January 28, 2012
Whaaaaaaaales.. I went to lipsync an hour late, but it’s no biggie! Danny let us go on a break while he and his guys practice their dance. Darlene and I went to go get boba<3 Then our lipsync practice ended around 2ish-2:30pm. Everyone cleaned up, waited around, or changed into different clothes. Amanda’s mom came to pick up around 3:30pm. YAAY<3 Then we got dropped off and went...
drewtrinnh:
Some people need a dozen roses and...
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I don’t have anything to blog about anymore… All I talk/vent about is how my day was in details, how stressed I am (sometimes), and volleyball. I don’t talk about my life as much as I used to. I’ve changed within the year.. So fast. I guess I don’t need to blog about things anymore because I always have people that are there for me whenever I need them. So, I talk to...
I miss being a kid.
shawnasaurus:
Life gets more difficult as you’re growing up.
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desisabares:
I was bored, and listening to all of Am Kidd’s songs.. I wish “I Can Be” the reason you “Smile” again, but I don’t think I’m “Somebody Special” in your life anymore. I miss you so much…you were the “Baddest Love” i’ve had, but “I Can’t Stay” anymore because my hearts growing weary…and…
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Rec Center. 1/21/12
OH MY SNAPS. I shanked the ball into Ani’s boyfriend’s face… It was funny until he got mad.. Then I got scared, started tearing up, and over thought the situation. I just wanted to die and eat my feelings.. LOL. You can even ask Serena! Well, at least I made someone happy, and that would be David Chavez. Vincent came over and hugged me, then talked to me about how I...
Anonymous asked: aw, who's the lucky person to consider you a best friend? (:
“Above all else, guard your heart, for everything...
jeffbernat:
Proverbs 4:23
Watchbaabyhanna:
fake-mermaid:
may-13th:
omg please become an actor
I HAVE TO REBLOG EVERYTIME I SEE THIS HAHAHAHHHAHAH HIS PERFECT
OMG!!!!! so hilarious
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When they finally realize it.
All the nice things that I’ve done for them. They’ve been so blind that they couldn’t see what I’ve doing for them. I’m always there for them and everything. It feels nice to be recognized for the nice things I’ve done. I thought I was being taken advantaged of, but then, I thought again “What if they need me..?” So, I decided to stick around a...
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January 17th, 2012
Woke up went to school. 1st period went by pretty slow.. 3rd period, which is AVID, and I love love love love LOVE that class<3 I just don’t like the people who are in it. Oh well. That class went by too fast ): 5th period was chill cause we had a sub<3 YAAAY! Then after school, I played volleyball with the volleyball kids. Diana can’t go to practice anymore and Serena...
Frustration.
Current mood. Think happy things, stay positive…
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Open Gym. 1/15/12
Woke up went to open gym. Only 14 people came… LOL. It’s all good though! I like morning open gyms rather than night ones, anyways. I had a couple of good laughs with my teammates in the long games we played! Especially with Jacob, David, and Vincent. We’re funny LOL. After open gym was over, we waited for Diana’s mom to take us to the rink. Ramsey, David, Dennis, and I had...
“You’re cheating yourself out of today. Today is calling to you, trying to get...”
– Jerry Spinelli, Love, Stargirl (via opaca-viarum)
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d-che:
Was webcaming with Marilyn, and took pictures of her sleeping. AHAHAH woke her up for rec, WSSUP. So I was going to bus it to open gym, cuhs my mom was too tired. But my homequrl, Vincent Dang, got my back. I felt so bad! He’s too kind, he usually gives me rides. Thanks Vincent, I know you be…
I need some food for thought right now..
I got so frustrated with everyone today after school. Like, I was pissed off. Ugh, I hate stupid people.
Thanks to the kid who messed with my nap in English. I will murder you when you’re asleep. Don’t mess with me, dawg -______-;
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January 8th, 2011
Hmm, my day started out with Diana Che. LOL! We were webcamming and she took pictures of me sleeping… After that, she called me about open gym at WHS. I got there around 9:40 ish. I started warming up by peppering with Kenny. Damn, shit got cray when we were peppering! After a while, we stopped to play a game. Our team had to split up, LOL. The games we played were crazy… LOL!...
A Cynical Mindset: Everyone has secrets and... →
msteez:
Everyone has secrets and insecurities. Some of us are more blunt about it, some of us hide it. Most of us are a mixture of the two. What’s surprising is how some people are so quick to judge, when they know deep down that they also have flaws they would never want someone else to judge them on. We…
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Rec Center.
I woke up really early and texted Vincent D. Then we left to Rec. We got there early and became thugs like yeeah! LOL, we came in without paying(: Vincent and I were talking about school and problems. Then I said, “People think I have a thing with Dan……. It’s kind of annoying.” He looked at me like I was crazy, “Well, we thought you and Ramsey had a...
Just because you’re older, it doesn’t mean that you are any better than I am. Yeah, I say stupid things and I don’t pay attention at times. But when you say, “Freshmen these days!”, remember that you were once a freshman too. You’ve probably made the same mistakes I have…
I’m stressed out right now… I have a million things to do! Okay, I’m gonna get ready now.
Life.
I think of it more as a novel from the beginning to the end. The prologue, endless chapters that start anew at every turning page, and we’re still striving to find more adventures to continue this almost never ending novel of our lives.
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When I slowly start to fall asleep and he says the sweetest things. “I love you and I’d like to take care of you.. I’m very glad that I met you. Very glad.” So, either I find myself liking him or I just like what he says to me. Oh dear gosh, the dilemma..